Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...

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A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful
Is this a test?
It has to be
Otherwise I can't go on

rinveni a me
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_lauren_:
icky!!!!!
_lauren_:
it better had be
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Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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I need you to hit me and make me shake
I need you to hurt me and make me beg for more
I need you to bend me and make me break
I need you to make me feel like I am your whore

I feel complete when I feel sick inside
I need to feel like I am real inside
I need to feel...
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_lauren_:
fuck ...
you are so right

although i think i'm gonna have to try it out
biggrin
_lauren_:
yes i think its safe to say
i feel good about the sin
that i inflict on my own skin
i pay money to cut and burn
pictures like lessons
that i need to learn

Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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Another day, another pile of actions.

Do this.

Do that.

Do it all.

And do nothing.

When all I wanna do is sleep.

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People keep looking at me strangely in the street. Take... double take. I wonder if they recognise me from somewhere.

I went to sleep (for my three hours) and dreamed of cute vampire girls with sensual curves in their bodies. I...
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maelwys:
I was on JD last night for a change. I usually prefer the single malts, Laphroaig and Bowmore are my favourites at the mo.
_lauren_:
kiss
get some sleep sweetie

Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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Just what *is* the big deal about being in touch with reality? It's easier to dream than to open your eyes and see the world. I dream that one day it shall be all mine, the things I desire, the things you do too. Then I opened my eyes and it's not here.

I've had 3 hours of poor quality sleep. I feel weird. Again....
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zombieshark:
the problem is that it's not the world.. just the women i have no interest in, or if i did at one point.. they end up being incredibly annoying and overbearing.. or 37 years old. i do appreciate though either way.. believe me. it just freaks me out when they wreck their life over it (i.e. this last ones fiancee) i don't want that shit on my back.
thalia1:
random IMs are good sometimes.
sorry, all kisses reserved for Djdarlek.
xoxo thalia
that's my new fav profile pic of you!

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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It's 2:30am and I can't fackin' sleep
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autumn:
You naught naughty boy.. I really liked your set..very nice!!
luv:
autumn
elisabeth:
Same here. Day 3 of insomnia *grrr*

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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I think my ass just got abducted by aliens
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_lauren_:
the last film i watched was 'beat'
it's so fucking good!
very sad too frown

fuck its late!
i really should be asleep already.
meh ... biggrin

i'm gonna upload a new picture tomorrow i think

kiss
_v_:
they didn't kiss me
it was cold and painful
but the soreness is subsiding

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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I know...
I gotta keep it on the inside

I wanna get lost from my life sometimes
Sit on the side and watch the world go by

I wanna get lost in the dark and dream for a while
Just sit in a dark room and dream for a while

The only thing that ever makes sense to me
Is the words to a song...
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nimhly:
can you come over tonite, maybe?
freyja__:
it will come out.
breathe deeply and don't be afraid.
thank you for sharing the story of your grandmother with me.
peace and blessings to you.

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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Whee. I love writing academic journals.

"Serving two purposes, this allowed the user to understand more fully both the implications of the technology to his business and also communicate more effectively with the developers."

See how interesting the stuff i write about is?

*pout*
_lauren_:
so interesting ...

kiss

maelwys:
I love Young Ones/Bottom, got them all on tape. Alexi Sayle didnt really fit in with the rest of the programme, it wasnt very often I found his interuptions funny, more often annoying. Sayle's seperate shows wernt much cop either.

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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You should learn when to go
You should learn how to say 'no'

When they get what they want
They never it want it again


GO ON TAKE EVERYTHING
TAKE EVERYTHING
I WANT YOU TO
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freyja__:
pretty eyes!
woo.
_lauren_:
new tattoo!
oooooooh
what and where? Please tell ...

fall glimmer sparkle and fade ...

Tuesday Mar 11, 2003

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If I were the king of a castle in the sky, would you be my queen?
Would you pick the stars for me and bathe me in the sea?
If I owned a sky castle, would you tend the coulds? Fluff them up and lay me in that perfect world of ours?
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autumn:
I'd be your queen.. untill I tie you up and take over and turn your sky world into an evil empire. No more heavan and hell.. just hell all around.Hehe.. nah Id be sweet as pie kiss
hep:
re: SG set

Only adorable when photoshopped on the internet!
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