deziree

It's was crazy seeing you this weekend.....

and to tell you the truth.....

I really thought that I would never see you again. It had been so- long that I for got all the good and even bad memories of us cause, you just weren't in the picture anymore.

Talking to you was fun and exciting all at the same time but, as for me deciding if this was actually a good idea made it to be confusing.

(Let me tell you something)

I have been doing great and the best I have been in almost three years and maybe even more. The thing is....

I'm taken, and he's the best and loves me more and more everyday. Your the one that fucked it up and you asking to see me again is really hard for me. Although we where only together for six months because I moved away.....

it was mind blowing how intertwined we where when we where "boyfriend and girlfriend." Not to sound like a an ass hole or anything but, after we broke up everything was fine and I moved on to someone pretty fast and to the next and the next but, bringing up you was bring up feelings that I haven't even thought of in a long time.

So what I'm trying to say is, I miss you.. or at least the old you.