dez

Soooo... been a while since last I posted, hunh?

What's new, what's new?... ? Well, I've realized I can only find men that are either completely unavailable (married, addicts, moving to foreign countries in three days, etc) and irresistable or of no real interest to me and crazy as fuck! What part of me never calling you, never initiating a conversation with you when we're in the same place, saying "no, I don't want to go out for coffe or something with you" do you take to mean, yes this girl really likes me, I love her, she'd want to come back to my house to play Guitar Hero?!?!? Drunken garbled words aren't working, so maybe snarky quasi-insulting quips and physically draging me out of the bar back to your house will work... Curses! Foiled by friends and security! The kicker? You ready for this? Apparently, this is all my fault. Yep, by doing nothing to encourage his... erm... "love" for me, I've been heartlessly toying with his emotions. I'm such a bitch!

Time to get gussied up and fetch myself a drink