I have to ramble. I have to ramble because I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm a stress bag at the best of times and try really hard to keep it together. This morning I woke up and the thought of going to work, that horrible, chaotic, demanding place made me cry. My heart was beating so fast it was shaking my whole body. I couldn't focus my eyes. My fight or flight response was inappropriately in full effect. I need a new job. I'd settle for a vacation right now. I feel stupid because a few of my really good friends have been having emotional/psychological issues of their own. I don't want pitty attention; I hate attention. I just feel worn out and exhausted. I'm having trouble finding the will to clean. If you know me you know how I love to clean. I think I need a nap. Later.
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checkforpin:
You'll pull through it or you did pull through it.. though if you want a vacation... I hear California is a good place 
mojomonster:
I worked in a mill once as an organic robot and know the feeling. It sucks for sure. But you get through it and find respite in music and friends and food, the good things.