dexy

i have been far too busy...

i found a home
i am still moving all my stuff
i am so happy to have a place to live...

things with the boy are totally fuckered
we can't be together
we can't be apart
we spent 7 hours trying to end it
then he showed up on my doorstep drunk a few days later
we keep arguing
we can't even see each other cos it's so screwed up
we aren't even speaking
i miss him so much...

i kept it a secret
but my other job
my 'day' job is underway
i am on tv
i present a video clip show everyday in the UK
sky tv channel 146
sumo tv
from 12pm to 4pm
i am the lovely green haired presenter girl
doing live tv is fucking amazing
scary
wonderful
fun as hell!

here's a bit of a promo here...
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=2018968649

but between tv and the pub
i work 7 days a week
wednesday thru friday double shifts
up at 8 am
home at 12am
so tired...

i've barely have time to think the passed two weeks
which is good
cos he's all i think about.

born for me - paul westerberg
When the lonliest eyes
And the emptiest arms
Finally decide to meet
With a head in a lap
And a tongue tied in knots
Then the lonliest eyes
Try and speak
You were born for me
Beautiful and blue
I could die here with you
For a couple of nights
You could say you're my wife
You could stay
Or run away if you please
The heaviest head
And the emptiest hands
You'll be safe in the light
When we kiss
When we breathe
You were born for me
Beautiful and blue
I could die here with you
You were born for me
Beautiful and blue
Stay here with you
I can't bear it
I can't share it
With anybody in, my little world
I can't hide it
I'll never find it
With another girl, yeah
When, when we kiss
When we breathe
You were born for me
Beautiful and blue
I could die here with you
I can't bear to
Try and share you
Well, I'm the one to talk
You're the one that's free
When you forget me
Then you'll let me
Fade away
You'll always be
Born for me
Beautiful and blue
I could die here with you
You were born for me
Beautiful and blue
I could die here with you....


by Jan Schjetne march 2007

i'll be back soon...
♥ dexy ♥