dexterruteki

So I'm just going to throw this out there. I've been having the nagging feelings/regrets about "the girl that got away" for the last few weeks.I haven't been involved with her for about 4 and a half years and haven't seen her in almost 3 but I just recently heard she got married to the guy that followed me. It kind of has me somewhat depressed. The shit of it is the reason we didn't work was I was ready for a relationship and she just wanted a fuck buddy. After reflecting on my last relationship, I realized that the girl that Im stressing on right now is probably the only woman that I have ever really loved. It was a short but super intense relationship and I fell super hard. The girl that I was most recently with was actually a rebound from this first girl. Ah, Im just being a sentimental gobbily goop. Women, cant live with em, and really cant live without em.

Oh, and when the hell is it going to snow? I'm getting the shakes like a heroin addict waiting for the white fluffiness. I even have all my gear ready do go in my Yakima box, just waiting. Yes, Im obsessed. Some may call it passion but I call it obsession.

And one more thing, is anyone running in the 12k's of Christmas here in Seattle? I've got my first full length training run tomorrow. Not looking forward to it.