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dexterruteki

St. Paul, MN

Member Since 2008

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So this is my first blog. Ive been a member for oh, about two weeks and figure I should start contributing to this world of wonder. I am newly single after about 4 years. It was for the best and it was actually pretty easy as far as breakups go. Not really sure what to do with myself though. I like the prospect of this new freedom but it also scares the bejesus out of me at the same time. Not sure how many will actually read this but comnents are welcome.
tallisker:
Well, welcome to SG I guess! Seems like someone ought to say that. It took me a few months before I put up a blog, because it's an odd feeling, exposing yourself to the world like that. Then I realized my naked body was already exposed to the world, but thoughts seemed more personal than skin.
Anyway, new freedom is thrilling, but as for being scary, I find that lack of freedom is more frightening. In fact the most terrifying feeling I've known is to be so in love that you don't even want to be free. At that point you're dead vulnerable. So enjoy This true freedom while you can!
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