dexie

<disclaimer: this is an angry entry>



Do you ever just hate the fucking world?



<massive migraine approaching>


Would you go on a 5 day vacation, to somewhere you've never been,
if 1 person there you can tollerate, recently had a blow out with, and is smelly,
and
another person there you can't stand because shes a "princess" and a fucking attention whore, more fake than any other person, and claims to be your friend but shes a bitch behind your back, wont talk to you unless she needs something, and is fucking toothache sweet when other people are watching to make her look like.. well... the princess, and you can barely tollerate, maybe if your life depended on it, and should stay in her own goddamn state
and
your significant other won't be there?

or stay home, by yourself with no one else for 5 days?



Well, we're not getting a goddamn house. This fucking blows, im so goddamn pissed. I feel like no matter what avenue we try to venture, there's always a junk yard at the end with a big foamy mouthed mutt waiting scalp me and to chew my boobs off for the sake of entertainment. kinda like my good friend right here... fluffy

My oldest sister is a meth/crack addict (literally), has beat the fuck out of her kids and just had them taken away by my other sister, and im 2 fucking states away, i can't help, and no one will call me abck to tell me whats going on.

Pj's teething. Hardcore.

fuck the world, i don't give a shit anymore. I'll suck it up and put on a pretty face.

buuuuut should i go on vacation.....?