It's funny how things in life you take for granted. Like this puffy old 70's chair im sitting in to keep my bum comfy and warm.
There are 2 peple on here that are going through the exact same fucking thing i am, or did, ith my gramps. TessaRuby & Brinny, go give them some love, it won't actually help, but it's nice to know you care. Im so sad for them, for me, for their loved ones. *sigh*
Well yesterday sucked, i had a fucking breakdown, those are always interesting.
I miss my sister so much. It's weird how you find out who no longer gives a flying fuck about you, once you move. "Out of sight out of mind" i suppose. Speaking of, i need to send Tobin a package so he won't forget me. I miss him to, with his big cuddly snuggles and backrubs. I need some comfort food. Some mom food. A Cal-fest. mmmm i went to Winger's last night. That seemed to take the edge off a bit.. i've never delt with death sober.... mmmm i need a pow-wow
Well I might be flying up to seattle again, my sister said shed fly me up whenevr i want, the last time i was their was for my gramp's funeral. No one gave a fuck but her and my brother. Im glad I have at least them.
Ahhh many hours of tapping the rockies, and having pow-wow sessions in the garage, along with monopoly and those fucked up teeth you get in quarter machines added with fireworks and the need to blow shit up can cause for a very interesting week.
Blah, im just mumbling now..
wheeeee
,
dex
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Sg pic of the Day!!!:
Bella/ Jilted (awesome set)
Shes so fucking gorgious. man i was i was a 1/10th....
There are 2 peple on here that are going through the exact same fucking thing i am, or did, ith my gramps. TessaRuby & Brinny, go give them some love, it won't actually help, but it's nice to know you care. Im so sad for them, for me, for their loved ones. *sigh*
Well yesterday sucked, i had a fucking breakdown, those are always interesting.
I miss my sister so much. It's weird how you find out who no longer gives a flying fuck about you, once you move. "Out of sight out of mind" i suppose. Speaking of, i need to send Tobin a package so he won't forget me. I miss him to, with his big cuddly snuggles and backrubs. I need some comfort food. Some mom food. A Cal-fest. mmmm i went to Winger's last night. That seemed to take the edge off a bit.. i've never delt with death sober.... mmmm i need a pow-wow
Well I might be flying up to seattle again, my sister said shed fly me up whenevr i want, the last time i was their was for my gramp's funeral. No one gave a fuck but her and my brother. Im glad I have at least them.
Ahhh many hours of tapping the rockies, and having pow-wow sessions in the garage, along with monopoly and those fucked up teeth you get in quarter machines added with fireworks and the need to blow shit up can cause for a very interesting week.
Blah, im just mumbling now..
wheeeee
,
dex
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Sg pic of the Day!!!:
Bella/ Jilted (awesome set)
Shes so fucking gorgious. man i was i was a 1/10th....
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--J
P.S. Forgot to add....in addition to my shit luck recently, I was bitten in the heel by a black widow last night. That definitely sucks balls.
[Edited on Jul 28, 2005 2:02PM]