devouringgod

the great grey beast of world of warcraft has swept over me again. after years of not playing im dooming myself all over. i refuse to let it consume me again. it cost me my entire social life last time. and i like who i have become. time to pray for rain. heh

so im in a band. we have 3 songs in the works. but i need help with a name. i want it to say winter in it somewhere and sound a lil bit emo, a lil bit metal, and a lot serious. any ideas? i could use the help if anyone knows anything that would help. thanx

When we pull the strings of our own marionette are we still considered manipulated? Do we evolve to a new level of worker bee?

I want to be the carrion bird feeding on the remains of those around me that doubt my resilience. I will have my revenge in the form of eye sockets and lower intestines as the epoc washes over and wipes us...
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so it is the day after my bday. i took off, knowing full well that i would feel like this haha. i had the best weekend ever.

it started friday night with meeting a superhot girl who very well may be into me more than she lets on. also my two best friends set me up and one of them got the other one to...
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with arms that refuse to listen, i will hold on till there is nothing left to hold.
there are things in life worth fighting for, life itself should be the most significant of these things.

escaping into the life i live internally, traveling through the corridors of my mind, i set off to locate the me that deserves to be externalized.

imagine shooting through a...
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meh....

i am soooo tired.

like really.

i spent 3 hrs in the gym today and workd out so hard i puked lol. i have issues. maybe volumes.
i think when i get into something it just takes over. then i just do that thing over and over again.

maybe thats why im that good in bed hahahahahahahaha jay kay

ok im tired. and i...
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can we take a look outside ourselves and truly understand what it is that we see? is it posible to break the chains of conformity long enough to consider the freedom we feel as normal? furthermore, is it in the stars to create a change in ourselves so profound as to make a lasting impression on all of mankind? perhaps not but what would be...
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i am me.

this is life.

to that end i will live it to the fullest and pray for answers from the gods.

if they see fit to give them, may they be of fortuitous nature.

i have grown accustomed to negativity. no longer.

this is life.

it is mine.

from this point on i move forward with this farce and see how far it...
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so at the moment i am living back at home and basically working so many hours that i cant figure out what day it is till i find out im not supposed to go to work today (its that kinda job). im desperate for escape and am willing to do about anything to be on my own and free. i feel like i am in...
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