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Well well well... Monday. Another chance to start over. Maybe I'll find a job this week and I'll get back into school. I think this is the week to start planning my future. I can't sit around and do nothing all day any more. I need to make Baby proud and myself. And show my whole family that they were wrong about me.

I had an amazing weekend with Baby. He's so great, I really take him for granted sometimes. I wish everyone could have heard the sweet things he said to me. He truly is a dream come true, my angel in disguise

Maybe, just maybe, some pics will be up. Depending upon how lazy I am and if I get to see Autumn this week. I hope I do

So, I need a car... I need to find a job... and I need to go back to school. I think 2 out of the 3 can be accomplished this week.

No more asking mom and dad for money, no more having Baby support me, no more sitting around all day and watching TV and being bored then depressed cause I'm bored. I'm going to do something with myself and show everyone that I'm not worthless. I can do whatever I want as long as I apply myself.

Everyone got on my case for so long that I needed to go to school. I've dropped out 3 times. I wasn't ready and I wasn't sure of what I wanted to do. Well now I'm ready and willing. So my family can kiss my ass cause I'll show them how much better I am than what they think. I'll be happier than all of them AND I'll be so much more successful... they'll see

Whew! I needed to get that out