devilyn

I think this is the beginning of the end. I can't help but feel like the relationship I've been in for the last year is not existent for the reasons that it should be; because he wants me....because he needs me....because he loves me. No, I think he has settled for me. I've never dated someone who was so fucking blah about me and being in a relationship with me. And we've lived together for pretty much the entire time we've been together. I think what his deal is is that he needs to have someone around all the time. I guess you could say automatic company whenever he wants it. I (a total Libra), on the other hand, need to be needed and wanted by someone. Libras are happiest when in relationships and that's me. So I need to mean something to somebody and he needs to just have another person around all the time. And I think he settled for me. And every time that thought crosses my mind I feel really lonely.