devilyn

Well I finally got internet so I'm back from the dead! Still living in downtown Phoenix and I have a job working at a gas station down the street. I'm bored out of my fucking mind though. My boyfriend lost his job and is trying to start up his own plumbing business by advertising in the yellow pages. The ad hasn't come out yet though so we're at that in-between stage and we're short on money. So that sucks. Besides that I haven't gone out to a bar or anywhere for that matter in what seems like forever. I don't have any friends. I mean none at all. Plus, my boyfriend, Jay, can't drink due to a liver issue so he and I don't ever go out besides the fact that we can't afford to anyway. So I don't even have the ability to meet any people anywhere unless it's through the gas station. And how cool could that be? It's depressing. I have absolutely no life anymore. I miss going to bars. Hell, 95% of my jobs in the last 8 years have been at bars. And to go from that to nothing. Not working at a bar and not even going to them socially. I feel like I already ha=it my prime and now I'm living in the shadow of it. I'm only 26 for fuck's sake. I miss Austin.