devilsgoodangle

if you were to ask me how my day went, I would tell you, Better than the rest of the year thus far. But no such luck of haveing a good day.

I have finally reached my end. I can go no farther. I have tried and tried to make things better, to fix what I have broken, and now I realize no matter what I do, it's not going to help. I am taking my last stand,and I fear I will not make it through. Every aspect of my life has been destroyed, and it'll never be properly rebuilt. I have too much pride to run and too much honor for death. But if I don't do something fast I don't know what kind of life I'll have left. I need someone's support, someone's love and conpassion. I just need someone in my life, that gives a damn about me, somebody I can talk to and they won't judge me.

I still say it. I need a Vacation. I just need to get away for a week. Get away from everything that Pisses me off, and all responablity.

*breath* Ok, on a good note. I am going to be getting my computer. I have to put money thord my credit card and on Tuesday the guy is going to call me and I'll be able to order it then. Also, I'm finally getting rid of about 35% of my stress, and I'm getting a new job. I'll be makeing more money and I'll have less responsablity.


Anyone have a spare room I can use for a week?