I've been really frustrated latly. I can't believe how people treat others. The NY trip was a total bust. But I learned someone really wasn't my friend, so I'm happy for that. I still haven't found good work. It sucks but Spirit Halloween is coming back around. I'm continuely runing the numbers. I should be good if I don't over spend. I've got a friend, possibly more coming in late May, so that's going to be hard, but possible.
I'm a little pissed. I'm now down to 205lbs, from 250lbs. I need to try to find some way to keep my weight up. I'm droping almost a pound a day, which is not cool. I've been tring to work out more and eat more, but my fucking body just keeps burning through the weight. I know that's the oppisite problem for most, and you're calling me an ass hole, but my target rate is 250, and it took 8 years to get there. Hints why I'm pissed.
I'm a little pissed. I'm now down to 205lbs, from 250lbs. I need to try to find some way to keep my weight up. I'm droping almost a pound a day, which is not cool. I've been tring to work out more and eat more, but my fucking body just keeps burning through the weight. I know that's the oppisite problem for most, and you're calling me an ass hole, but my target rate is 250, and it took 8 years to get there. Hints why I'm pissed.