devilsgoodangle

I've done it. I finally wised up. Come Monday, I will offically file for my devorce. As much as it hurts me to do it, it has to be done. I can't go on like this any more. For those of you who don't know, which is all of you. My wife last Nov. 25(our wedding anniverary), desided to not spend the day with me,...
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YAAAAAAAAAY!!! I got my new computer today. Me sooo happy. It's funny how something new and expensive and move your track of thinking from, my soon to be ex to eww, what does this do, in a matter of a second. It's not exactly what I wanted, but it is a lot more then what I wanted. The only things that are different then the...
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OK, so it was like a really long time coming, but I actually had a really good day today. What made it a good day you ask? Nothing. That's right, not a thing. Nothing bad happened today. Well, besides the point that I found out that I have close to $3000 in my bank account, and because of the mistake the guy made when tring...
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if you were to ask me how my day went, I would tell you, Better than the rest of the year thus far. But no such luck of haveing a good day.

I have finally reached my end. I can go no farther. I have tried and tried to make things better, to fix what I have broken, and now I realize no matter what...
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I've come to the conclution, Nothing can go right in my life. I'm tring to get a new computer. My sister helped me get a loan for it. Thank you sister. Ok, so I designed the one I like.
AMD 64 atholon Processor, 2gb memory, 160 GB hard drive, top of the line everything. I try to order it and the bank rejects it because...
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Ok, so how has my week been going? I had some good moments, but more bad ones.

I've desided for my own health and everyone's well being, to go ahead and put in my notice, and find a new job, before I kill my bosses. I've been outside of my mind for sometime now, and it's time I start living for myself. I am so...
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For the most part my day was pretty boring. I didn't do a damn thing today, except cook dinner for my family. Grilled chicken and shrimp and scalops cabobs. Yes, I love to cook and I do it damn well. For the most part, today, I just sat around and felt sorry for myself. Lately, I've been really depressed. I miss my wife and I...
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so, hell week two ended pretty well. Not to much to report.

So I started Counseling on Thursday. I told my counselor that I really needed some anger management counseling, and that I really needed to work on my anixity. Tell me something, if I told you I needed anger management, why the fuck would you insist on pissing me off on purpose.

I'm just...
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So ends hell week number one and begins week numba 2.

I have been given complete control over how the store is being ran for the month. Let me let you into a little insite of week number one:

SUNDAY-had to work a 15hr work day, with no break and there by myself for half the day. I had to get rid of my plans...
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It's not enough to have just one bad day. Oh--h no not me. I fuckin hate stupid people. I want to kill them all. No, not really. But I do wish they were all dead.

Spent 15hrs at work yeasterday, opened and closed the damn store, opened again this morning, Fuckin missed the Fox animation celabration last night (Pissed me off to the highest degree)....
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Have you ever been left alone at work? I get left alone on a daily bassis. After a while, you don't think to keen anymo'. I think I figured out about 10 different ways to burn down my store and not get in troble. Which is funny because I don't sell anything flamable. I work at a fuckin video store. The most flamable thing I...
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