devildoll23

UGH!! I'm so stressed out... i've been having family problems lately, and it gets really fustrating after awhile. It's like one bad thing after another, and it just doesn't stop . The sad part about the whole situation is that I'm used to bad things happening so I know how to control my emotions and just hope for the best outcome... in the past 3 years, my aunt, grandmother, and 14 year old cousin have died, my cousin that i've always looked upto the most in my life has an eating disorder, and i had to be tested twice for thyriod cancer and i had radioactive treatments and such, my mom had a breast cancer scare, my grandfather has been in the hospital numerous times in critical condition, and now my closest family member is sick... really really sick . I've worked the past five days in a row... and i have to catch up with school work because i was sick last week with some mystery virus. Wow... i guess you could say im a tad bit stressed out. I have to do so much work... a career paper and a stupid project ugh... projects they're so stupid. I only have one hour to do this all in... oh wait i lied... i have 5 mins considering the fact that i have to be at work at 5:00. Oh how i wish i was a hot demon chick with no worries... that would be nice. One good thing happened today besides the million bad things that happened my favorite teddy bare brian came to visit. He always manages to put a smile on my face even if i feel like total and complete crap. I hope everyone else has been having a less stressful week..