devildoll

::snore::

I hate when my life starts to take on a routine pattern. I tend to get bored and restless very easily. Anytime this starts to happen, I feel like I need to shake things up a bit, or make some sort of change. Sometimes I think this is good, other times I think it's bad. It always has me wondering...will I ever be ultimately HAPPY when I have a mindset like this?? I mean, seriously? What the fuck am I searching for?! Actually, I have a pretty good idea of what I'm looking for....so what the hell is holding me back???... I'm so lame. I feel like I'm trapped in a box that I can't get out of.... but, then again, I CAN.

::sigh:: I feel so cliche. I hate when I get all girly on myself.

Weekend, please get here already....

I haven't started my X-mas shopping yet. But hey, that would be typical for me. I don't know what to get anybody!! I use to have sooo much fun X-mas shopping when I was younger...now it just seems like a big hassle. Am I jaded?

I wish I could be a kid again....

Last weekend I got surprised with VIP tickets to the Laker's game. That was awesome, considering I'm a huge Laker's fan. It was an exciting game...I wasn't disappointed.

I'm so tired lately....I don't know what's wrong with me! I think this cold weather is putting me into a coma. I need to pop out of it!!

Looking forward to this weekend....and seeing all my friends again.....YOU KNOW WHO YOU ALL ARE.....

XOXO