devildoll

Still in awe over Apnea's set yesterday.
She looks sexy as hell in red. That one left me hot and bothered. Mmmmmmmm.........

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Well I'm hoping this weekend will get me out of the depressive state I've been in. I've been so bummed out lately. I feel like I'm stuck in a fucking straitjacket that I can't get out of. Sometimes I feel like this is my alter-ego.....to mask the fucked up person I am inside. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. This needs to end.

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On a lighter note....

Friday Night.....Deja Vu: Part II.
I'm looking forward to it, somehow imagining that events like this will fill this void I'm feeling. I am very greatful however to have met some really cool people on this site:Chrischick, Fu, Cynicminded, Digitusboy...just to name a few. And this Friday I should finally be meeting a few more of you....
SuperScott for sure, and others perhaps.

It'll be a good time. Maybe things are looking up....