devildoll

I take that back, last night was the worse sleep ever.



I couldn't stop thinking. I'm in uncharted territory now and I'm a little freaked out. I have a major thing I need to do this week and it won't be easy. I'm scared of failing, or in other words, giving in. I am so tempted to go back to what is comfortable and familiar, in other words.....him....but I can't. Meanwhile along comes someone new in my life, totally unexpected. It is a pleasant surprise, but damn, it's so soon.

Thing will hopefully be much different (and better) by the end of this week. The decision is ulimately in my hands, no one else's. Unfortunately, along with that comes the ramifications. Time to grow up and face up to my fears.