I am soo mentally exhausted, i need to get to my doctor ASAP. i don't for wagga untill monday. I dont know how much longer i can take this. my anxiety is getting worse and worse every day. I'm hearing voices again. i also havent been to my psychologist in over a month.
Everything is just clouding over me! i can't escape. There is just to much going on in my life at the moment. Certain people in my family are making me feel so low about myself. I truely cannont wait to escape them, live my life the way i want to and almost everything will be better.
Everyone around me is pushing down into a hole that i cant climb out of, making do what they want me to do, i have no control over anything any more. i'm no nyssa any more... i dont know who i am.
Everything is just clouding over me! i can't escape. There is just to much going on in my life at the moment. Certain people in my family are making me feel so low about myself. I truely cannont wait to escape them, live my life the way i want to and almost everything will be better.
Everyone around me is pushing down into a hole that i cant climb out of, making do what they want me to do, i have no control over anything any more. i'm no nyssa any more... i dont know who i am.
magentalab:
you are exactly who you are, this is the point in your life where you become independent, and see for yourself that you have true strength inside, its in you. "la vida es bella" you're almost there and in no time you will be on your own, just make sure that you are ready for that life because its not easy. i am regretful for everything that has happened between us and now please find yourself, to me you are very special woman