devil_bitch

Hi guys. I just want you to know that I love you!!! Happy Wednesday!!

Still wondering when things will stop spiraling out of control.

Saw a couple of friends from high school who admitted they both had massive crushes on me. It's wierd cuz they were like little brothers to me.

I have been drinking way too much lately to deal. Vodka and I are back on a first name basis.

The ex is staying in town. However he...
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Ok nevermind scratch everything. Now he is taking his son and moving to Seattle. What the fuck? I give you my heart and then you just leave me. So no boyfriend, no lover, no nothing.... Just shit. I dont know what to say or do right now I am so pissed off. You dont spend everyday telling someone how much you love them and want...
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The drama is still ongoing but he chose me So I am officialy a taken woman!! I love him and he loves me and the scary thing is I never ever want to spend another day without him. Ever. I really feel like this is the one. So... let's see what happens.

So hello my lovlies. Things with the friend are much better now. I just have to hang on a little bit longer. Then I can move out. I need them around me right now they are keeping me from going crazy. Things at work have sucked. I told my boss that I wanted to quit. So...they have been really trying to appease me and get...
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How about a big bowl of FUCK YOU!!!!

I need to find a place to live. I need the money to do so. My friend and I are getting on each other's nerve. I knew it was only a matter of time before that happened. So wish me luck and that I still have a best friend after this is all over. Providing we don't...
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So giving up on the crush. I have given him my number. Let him now I was interested and all he can say is "I might call you sometime". Which to me means no. So he is still a nice guy and he talks to me and stuff. If anything he will be an interesting friend. I am done trying to find love. I am...
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I don't understand many things,,,,

Too much to bore you with.

synopsis: Nothing worked out with the crush, haven't even seen him in about a week. Met a new guy, nothing is coming from that. I feel very confused regarding some old flames. I am fighting issues of grossness and sadly evaluating my self worth. I am completely broke. My car is having power steering...
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It is time to perk up these entries.

Since the last time I updated I have had two tattoo sessions. One on my back and one to color in my color bone tats. My back now has purple clouds and it is awesome. I also have small stud in my left nostril. I know. I am out of control. I talked to the crush Thursday...
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She sings to me a lullaby
of times ancient and forgotten
her arms surrounded me like a warm blanket
soft, snug, and safe

my eternal safety net has broken
I free fall into the emptiness
the darkness her light hid from me creeps in
There is nothing to hold on to
No air