devil_bitch

Massive update here people.

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For the last week or so I have only had one thing on my mind. Each day this thought grows larger in it's capacity and it's ferocity. That one thought is this.

I NEED SEX. I crave it actualy. I'm not talking about a nice sweet session of love making here people. I am talking fast, hard, dirty, rough, and nasty porn star sex. I want someone to come up behind me, bend me over, spank my ass, pull my hair, enter me, bite my neck, and fuck me like he was dying of thirst and I was the last drink of water left on the planet.

Now I know that nice girls aren't supposed to say things like that. That is a bunch of bullshit. I am a nice girl. I am also a nice girl who loves a good fuck. Which is something I haven't had in years. I'm over due. Now if I can have that without any drama that would be wonderful. However in reality sex like that always comes with drama. And also many many regrets. Not to mention that if I found someone like that I would be hooked like a fish. Forever in love and willing to do anything to always have him do that to me everyday.

But what I am going to do instead is focus that energy on to something else and masturbate a lot. LOL.

Hey I fucking warned you about this entry so don't act shocked.

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Ok on to the normal part of the entry. Today I met my dream girl.
BellaDea would be her name. She is the cutest thing I have ever lied eyes on. I would worship at her feet if she would let me.
I went to the renasaince festival today and met her and her friend. As well as Mr. timeoftheeclipse. I also got fucking sunburnt. I tell you it doesnt take much for that to happen to me and it sucks.


As for the diversion of interest I talked about involves my novel that I always start and never finish. I got some more ideas tonight and I have actually been writing them out. I need to work on being more descriptive and weaving a better story. I have no patience. This has always been a problem for me with many things.

So back to brainstorming and not thinking about sex. Unless for putting it in the book. Ah yes...


Oh and I also am a little intoxicated.