devil_bitch

Let me clarify. This wont be long as I am still in a lot of pain and I have a cold so here goes....

Yesterday was quite a day. My best friend's older sister is getting married. So we have been doing quite a lot of bridal stuff. Yesterday there was a second bridal shower, followed by drinks, dinner, and going out for the bachelorette party.

Now my friends sister and her friends are a totally different crowd than I would normally associate with. Their all artsy fartsy snobby type people. I made it through most of the day fine. My friend and her mom and I kinda made a front against all the others. It really wasnt too bad but again I was in pain and not very socialble. As the day wore on a lot of the girls got quite drunk. By the end of the night it was mass confusion. There was vomiting, there was craziness, and there were a couple of people doing coke. Now I am not into that and I dont really like people who are. Everyone was so trashed and so annoying that I had to leave or I was going to pummel some rich bitches face in. On top of that I was a little sick from taking so many pain pills and drinking. Not that I drank a lot but when I am taking those pills it doesnt take much to get me drunk. I was just glad to be home and glad that I only have to see those girls one more time at the wedding.

Also I thought I was supposed to be getting together with this boy. I called him and left a message. No call back. So I dont know what is going on with that. I was really heated about it last night but I have decided to let it go. Fuck it. I'm done. If he still wants to be with me even as my friend he is going to have to make the first move. I will not be walked on. He better have a good fucking reason for not calling me back. I am a pretty cool chick. I am cool with you as long as you are cool with me. But don't waste my time.

Anyway... I am going to try and feel better.

Thanks for the concern and well....blah.