devil_bitch

I want these shoes. I do realize that I would break my neck but umm perhaps when I wear them I won't be on my feet for long.

Well so far this week has not been a bright and shining one. So to knock me down some cool points I have to admit to you guys that I have some lower back issues. And sometimes the shit flares up and I get crippled. Sunday it all started. I feel like crap. I am in pain and I can't afford to go to the chiropracter (sp?). I have no money.
My mom and I had a big fucking fight today. The sad part is I realize that she is lashing out because she has not been doing so good health wise and she is mad about it. Therefore she takes it out on me. I am used to it by now but... It dont make me feel any better.

I have been trying to figure out if I really like someone or if I am just infatuiated. I haven't really liked someone in about a year. And even longer before that. Having had my heart crushed so many times I try to avoid feelings. Then I have ofcourse over analyzed the situation to death. I am so flaky sometimes.

Ok I am going to bed. Tomorrow entry will hopefully be full of LOVE.

kisses peeps.