devil_bitch

OK so in light of today's events I really don't give a shit about the picture thing anymore so if anyone can tell me how to shrink a 600+kb image down to 100kb or less I will post it.

Today I proved to myself that I am the biggest jackass ever! As some of you may know I wrecked my car and it is being fixed. Now we (we being my mom) got a rental car. However yours truly was not listed as a driver. OK. So here is what I did. Stupid me took the car that I am not supposed to be driving and went for a ride to go to the store. So on the way back home guess what I did? I got in another fucking wreck in the car that I am not allowed to drive. So I was going to change lanes and didn't see this lady coming up so I sideswiped her. She was driving a Hondaiu (sp) SUV I was driving a Cadillac CTS. Now she has some scratches on her RUBBER rear bumber, hardly anythinh. The CTS did not fair so well. Scracthes and a tear on the front driver side fender. So FUCK SHIT BITCH CUNT was what I was saying and pounding the steering wheel furiously while crying because I was so upset and mad at myself. I bet this lady thought that I was insane. Finaly I calm down and get out to talk to her. She's already called 911. Fuck. So they didn't need to come out because no one was injured blah blah blah. Just have to go and file a police report. I get home which is like 5 minutes away already the phone rings and it is the damn rental company wanting the car back ASAP because the lady already called them. So double fuck. In between all of this I have to break down and tell my mom what happened. Make phone calls to get the kids picked up (my son, and my friend's two kids) becauseI was supposed to pick them up from school. The rental car had to be back in like 20 minutes or it would have been considered stoolen because me driving it voided the contract. Then I had to find rides home for everyone after the paperwork was filled out. Now the damage didn't really look all that bad. Yes it was damaged but not like horendously. However that is an expensive car that is going to be expensive to repair which I have to pay for out of pocket. I don't know what the insurance company will cover if anything at all. Damn it!! I am so mad at myself right now. I am listed under my mom's insurnace policy so they will probably drop me. I hope that they don't try to screw her for what I did. IF anyone has anything that can help me with this please just yell it out. I need a miracle right now.

And to think I was upset and down because I some guy is ignoring me. I was wondering if I was justified or simply being paranoid. Sheesh!! That seems pretty fucking stupid now. I can't afford to do a god damn thing now. I will probably have to drop school completly and get a 2nd job to cover this. Why do I do stupid things? I never used to be like this. I thought you got smarter as you got older. I am so upset right now I have no idea what to do. I still have to call the car insurance people and file a police report.

I apologize for any misspellings. I just want to run far far away.

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I finally got the size thing figured out and have posted some pics for your scrutiny. I would say enjoyment but since I am self hating... Look in the "it's me" folder as there is now something in there. I was modeling my new Evil Dead shirt that I got for 5 dolla and looking like a jackass. Obviously my major issue is a weight issue. I thought about doing a PS SG set. ???

Oh well. You asked and you received so PFFTTT!!! Bet you were expecting a white girl. HA HA!!