God damn this heat!!! I am melting. I am tired of not being able to use myspace. Damn heat wave causing black outs. Don't you fucking realize that I am an addict. I am even considering switching to Helio so that I can acess to myspace 24/7. I am not going to because I love Sprint way too much and I don't trust new things. So I am gonna give it some time and see how well this develops.
Things at work are progressing. I am doing a lot better in sales since I changed my attitude and stopped caring about making the customers mad. I just sell no matter what. I am still not comfortable with and I am still trying to decide if I want to stay there. I have applied at some other call centers and I have a few testing dates scheduled. Right now I am just trying to justify the job hunt by saying I need something close to home. 45 minute drive both ways just about every day really pisses me and my gas tank off. I am not a commuter. No. Some people have no problem driving all over the place to work but not me. There is a lady there who drives 2 and 1/2 hrs to get to work. Fuck that shit. Nothing is working out with the work crush and I have resigned that it never will.
On that note I am giving up on men again. I am not going to find what I want right now and I also realize that I am no longer looking for just sex. I want a relationship. I want to get married and have another baby. I admit this. I am not going to waste my time and stupid boys just to get laid regularly. I can fuck myself. At least I know I would get off.
What else.... there are other things I am not going to admit yet because I can't talk about them. Just know that your friend in her grief has not anywhere near as responsible as she should be. I have been neglecting a lot of things and I have dug myself into a hole and I am having a hard time getting out. Sometimes I don't even know if I want to get out.
What is going on with you?
Alot of my SG friends have gone away. Nobody seems to be really happy with the site anymore. I will say that I would like to see some more curvy women. Too many sticks. Even if they are pretty and brightly colored sticks.
Things at work are progressing. I am doing a lot better in sales since I changed my attitude and stopped caring about making the customers mad. I just sell no matter what. I am still not comfortable with and I am still trying to decide if I want to stay there. I have applied at some other call centers and I have a few testing dates scheduled. Right now I am just trying to justify the job hunt by saying I need something close to home. 45 minute drive both ways just about every day really pisses me and my gas tank off. I am not a commuter. No. Some people have no problem driving all over the place to work but not me. There is a lady there who drives 2 and 1/2 hrs to get to work. Fuck that shit. Nothing is working out with the work crush and I have resigned that it never will.
On that note I am giving up on men again. I am not going to find what I want right now and I also realize that I am no longer looking for just sex. I want a relationship. I want to get married and have another baby. I admit this. I am not going to waste my time and stupid boys just to get laid regularly. I can fuck myself. At least I know I would get off.
What else.... there are other things I am not going to admit yet because I can't talk about them. Just know that your friend in her grief has not anywhere near as responsible as she should be. I have been neglecting a lot of things and I have dug myself into a hole and I am having a hard time getting out. Sometimes I don't even know if I want to get out.
What is going on with you?
Alot of my SG friends have gone away. Nobody seems to be really happy with the site anymore. I will say that I would like to see some more curvy women. Too many sticks. Even if they are pretty and brightly colored sticks.
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Getting some new ink tonight, can hardly wait.