devil_bitch

So hello my lovlies. Things with the friend are much better now. I just have to hang on a little bit longer. Then I can move out. I need them around me right now they are keeping me from going crazy. Things at work have sucked. I told my boss that I wanted to quit. So...they have been really trying to appease me and get me to stay. Even going as far as giving me a sales check for incentive to stay when my numbers dont q
qualify me for one. I am thinking of applying at Children's Mercy Hospital as a receptionist. They will pay my way through nursing school. I want to work in pediatrics, particularly with premature babies. *shrug*

I will tell you that I met a guy. Got laid a lot. Exceptionally well I might add. Fell madly in love and broke up with him all in the matter of 3 weeks. I love life. I don't understand dating. I dont get it. I really thougt that this was it. Emotionaly, sexually, personality wise he is everything I ever wanted. it was absolutely perfect. Too perfect and I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop. And it did. BABY MAMMA DRAMA. So I told him that we should stop seeing eachother. He needs to decide if he wants to be with his ex and his baby or me. I wasnt angry. It was actually very emotional and difficult for both of us. I am so skeptical of anything and anyone. Now I am hearing all this shit about all these girls he was with. I guess I am threat to the ex because I am the only one he has atempted to have a relationship with. Eh. But on the bright side I heard from a mutual friend of the mine and the work crush that he (Jon) is thinking about asking me out. So maybe this is all a blessing in disguise.

I am working on being happy. Hell arent we all. Have a good weekend you guys.


PS: The new layout is kinda driving me crazy. I admit that I have been on myspace more so ADD ME!!!

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