So hello my lovlies. Things with the friend are much better now. I just have to hang on a little bit longer. Then I can move out. I need them around me right now they are keeping me from going crazy. Things at work have sucked. I told my boss that I wanted to quit. So...they have been really trying to appease me and get me to stay. Even going as far as giving me a sales check for incentive to stay when my numbers dont q
qualify me for one. I am thinking of applying at Children's Mercy Hospital as a receptionist. They will pay my way through nursing school. I want to work in pediatrics, particularly with premature babies. *shrug*
I will tell you that I met a guy. Got laid a lot. Exceptionally well I might add. Fell madly in love and broke up with him all in the matter of 3 weeks. I love life. I don't understand dating. I dont get it. I really thougt that this was it. Emotionaly, sexually, personality wise he is everything I ever wanted. it was absolutely perfect. Too perfect and I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop. And it did. BABY MAMMA DRAMA. So I told him that we should stop seeing eachother. He needs to decide if he wants to be with his ex and his baby or me. I wasnt angry. It was actually very emotional and difficult for both of us. I am so skeptical of anything and anyone. Now I am hearing all this shit about all these girls he was with. I guess I am threat to the ex because I am the only one he has atempted to have a relationship with. Eh. But on the bright side I heard from a mutual friend of the mine and the work crush that he (Jon) is thinking about asking me out. So maybe this is all a blessing in disguise.
I am working on being happy. Hell arent we all. Have a good weekend you guys.
PS: The new layout is kinda driving me crazy. I admit that I have been on myspace more so ADD ME!!!
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qualify me for one. I am thinking of applying at Children's Mercy Hospital as a receptionist. They will pay my way through nursing school. I want to work in pediatrics, particularly with premature babies. *shrug*
I will tell you that I met a guy. Got laid a lot. Exceptionally well I might add. Fell madly in love and broke up with him all in the matter of 3 weeks. I love life. I don't understand dating. I dont get it. I really thougt that this was it. Emotionaly, sexually, personality wise he is everything I ever wanted. it was absolutely perfect. Too perfect and I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop. And it did. BABY MAMMA DRAMA. So I told him that we should stop seeing eachother. He needs to decide if he wants to be with his ex and his baby or me. I wasnt angry. It was actually very emotional and difficult for both of us. I am so skeptical of anything and anyone. Now I am hearing all this shit about all these girls he was with. I guess I am threat to the ex because I am the only one he has atempted to have a relationship with. Eh. But on the bright side I heard from a mutual friend of the mine and the work crush that he (Jon) is thinking about asking me out. So maybe this is all a blessing in disguise.
I am working on being happy. Hell arent we all. Have a good weekend you guys.
PS: The new layout is kinda driving me crazy. I admit that I have been on myspace more so ADD ME!!!
my myspace
l7rules:
well it does sound like good news with some drama mixed in there hopeully he'll make the right choice and than you can be happy ith no drama 
the new layout is a pain but they are improving it
the new layout is a pain but they are improving it 
voiddragon:
Dating is very tricky. I know have failed at it many o times but i finally don't have to deal with it any more I hope that you can make it thru it too
I hope that you can make it thru it too 