Thursday Feb 09, 2006

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Thank you ALL so much for being here for me and listening. I would go crazy without all of you and this journal.

My mom ending up going to the ER on Wednesday. She couldn't walk so I had to call the paramedics. She had built up excess fluid on her lungs which is why she couldn't breathe or anything. She was really non coherent and kept trying to get up and leave the hospital. Not that she even knew that was were she was. I was so scared. I have never seen her act like that. She said to me "Maybe I'm dying". My heart broke. This is breaking my heart. She is going to go to the nursing home once she is well enough to transfer which will be tomorrow or Saturday. She is doing really great since they pulled the fluid off with extra dialysis. She says to me today 'I think I am just gonna go home when I get released from the hospital." Uhh no. Go to the nursing home get some better therapy and then come home. So she is.

As for work...tomorrow is my first day on the phones. I am excited and scared. It is gonna be fun!!!

Happy Weekend everyone. IF you are in the KC area there is a
Fetish Ball at Davey's Friday night starting at 9 PM.

I will be there hope to see you there!!!
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aj_paradiselost:
Yer a tough chick, I have faith in you to come out on top in the end and you will always do the right thing by your mother. You have a heart of gold doll, as I've said before. Do they really have fetish balls in KC? LOL, here on the East coast we are made to believe that anything West of us, or South for that reason is nothing but a bunch of farmlands, corn, wheat, fields and Hillbillys.
Oh and by the way, thanks for your comments. And I hope they DON"T bring back Highlander. That was a great time in my life, full of fun and adventure and exploration, now everything is me paying bills and being completely grown up and stagnant. If Highlander comes back on I will remember the girl I left behind, the one that came after her, which sucked, and a time when, while it was on, I was completely happy. Her and I would watch Highlander and she would explain episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I havent' seen her in years....Oh fucking well...........L8er babe...AJ
inlikeflynn:
I'm glad to hear that your mom pulled through all right. close calls like that are terrifying in a way that can only be experienced, never relayed in words.

chin up.

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