devil_bitch

My heart hurts and I am so tired of crying.

I miss him.

It took many years for me to feel safe in someone's arms. But it happened. Then it was gone. I never thought I would feel this way. I never planned to become attached. But his smile had me from day one.

I don't have the best luck at this dating shit. I am done.

I am just going to live in a house in the country. Me, mom, my baby, and the dogs. I'll work from home so I never have to see anyone. I can understand why people become
Agoraphobics. I am so tired of trying.

Obviously there is something wrong with me. One day I will put my finger on it and fix it. For now. Back into the cold quiet stillness.

I am so sad and so lonely. This too shall pass.

On a lighter note I ignored the world today by pimping out my myspace.

Tori is gonna make this bleed out for me. That and a really good long cry.