Today the sun is actually shinning and if you close your eyes and let yourself believe, you just might think it's finally spring. Mother nature sure is having a laugh at us all this season but a fraction of us Calgarians have managed to remember that the same bullshit happens every year and that this place, is in fact, a bipolar bitch. Its less shocking and irritating if you can accept it. I wonder why so many who chose to live here dont seem to... Anyways this particular sunny afternoon I find myself even more distracted by sun shinny thoughts. Because I miss more than ever growing a garden! Ya that's right. That's where all this non sense was going. Once upon a time I lived in a wonderful 'somewhere else' destination. A place that actually had more than one season. And among the exploring and frolicking that was had in said place I had a magnificent garden. Oh yes. And as I sit at my desk plugging away and crunching numbers all that my mind really keeps is how nice that was to toil away in. I wonder how life would have played out had I stayed, all I wrong I suppose. Cause where I am is where I'm supposed to be... right? My house plant self is a sad replacement for the inner child who loves to be knee deep in dirt. I just can't keep those fuckers alive inside. Siiiigh. What's a girl to do.