i'm not exactly sure what to write about today. usually the words just rush out of my head like water flowing off a steep cliff. pouring out my skull as though their entire purpose was to enlighten the world with situations beyond my control or most prevelant to my entire being.
i love, i miss, i feel. i'm not sure what that means.
well i'm...
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i love, i miss, i feel. i'm not sure what that means.
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i hate to be cliche, and a bit dramatic. and depressingly pathetic but i'm in love all over again.
it sounds incredibly rediculous and insanely childish, but ran into someone online who just happens to have reside on the other side of the country
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but this is the deal, and i know you think i'm stupid and pathetic and you've probably just lost all...
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it sounds incredibly rediculous and insanely childish, but ran into someone online who just happens to have reside on the other side of the country
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but this is the deal, and i know you think i'm stupid and pathetic and you've probably just lost all...
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pheageythissucks:
I would've takin the day off but I was out Saturday for the SG-B show in Orlando and I called in sick Tuesday. Cann't aford two days knocked off my pay...
As for your journal, take your time, dont rush it. If you know this person once and things fell apart you really don't want it to happen again.
As for the across th country thing, dont sweat it. If it's meant to happen he will come to you or you will go to him.
Basicly, if its meant to happen, it will.
And as for not being able to focus, understandable. You must have some really deep feeling for this person. I hope you the best.
As for your journal, take your time, dont rush it. If you know this person once and things fell apart you really don't want it to happen again.
As for the across th country thing, dont sweat it. If it's meant to happen he will come to you or you will go to him.
Basicly, if its meant to happen, it will.
And as for not being able to focus, understandable. You must have some really deep feeling for this person. I hope you the best.
maladjusted:
Pathetic nah, lovelorn yah..Its hard to do the long range love..The yearn to kiss ,touch,embrace the person,can be a poison, nay torture on oneself, sometimes making everything else bittersweet..But when two people that love eachother over distances come together the passion can be awsome..making it all seem worthwhile...
Just my 2 cents..
Just my 2 cents..
i could in all actuality, sit here and bore you with the details of the nothingness that seems to obliterate anything of value that i could possibly talk about in here, but it's a whole lot more fun to think of things that mean nothing in a sense of value and pretend that they construe subliminal meanings and have pretenses that just don't really relate...
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pheageythissucks:
Interestig points.
How is one geuges in worth. Materially I think a person is worth like $3.50 some.(more with the more peircings one has).
Personally, I gauges another persons worht by there contrubution to society. If one does nothing but sit on there ass and collect welfare for there entire life (or majority of it) then that person is worthless (assuming ofcourse they are capable of contributing).
No Im not saying that one has to do 'good' in society. Not at all. A socirty full of perfect goodie goodies would obviously collapes on itself.
Basic, I personally rate someone on there willingness to do something, or lake of willingness.
As for how the little unimportant things make it into recorded word yet the important life/pycie changing events seem to slip past:
a)small things can be wrote about quickly and with little thought. (americans are great at the quick action w/ little thought deal).
b)When life changing event occure one is usually recovering for some time after words. Once recoery of one type or another is acheived writing about said event would call back up the feeling and emotions of the event and possible cause a relapse. Very bad.
c)Personal privace, sometimes telling things to a total stranger is easy for some people, for others its impossible. Myself for example; I could never open up and hang my deepest thought out for the world to read and talk about. I guess you could call this the 'personal paranoia mindset'.
Anyways, I saw your profile and we both seem to be into a few of the same things. Drop me a line if you get a minute.
How is one geuges in worth. Materially I think a person is worth like $3.50 some.(more with the more peircings one has).
Personally, I gauges another persons worht by there contrubution to society. If one does nothing but sit on there ass and collect welfare for there entire life (or majority of it) then that person is worthless (assuming ofcourse they are capable of contributing).
No Im not saying that one has to do 'good' in society. Not at all. A socirty full of perfect goodie goodies would obviously collapes on itself.
Basic, I personally rate someone on there willingness to do something, or lake of willingness.
As for how the little unimportant things make it into recorded word yet the important life/pycie changing events seem to slip past:
a)small things can be wrote about quickly and with little thought. (americans are great at the quick action w/ little thought deal).
b)When life changing event occure one is usually recovering for some time after words. Once recoery of one type or another is acheived writing about said event would call back up the feeling and emotions of the event and possible cause a relapse. Very bad.
c)Personal privace, sometimes telling things to a total stranger is easy for some people, for others its impossible. Myself for example; I could never open up and hang my deepest thought out for the world to read and talk about. I guess you could call this the 'personal paranoia mindset'.
Anyways, I saw your profile and we both seem to be into a few of the same things. Drop me a line if you get a minute.
pheageythissucks:
Thanks..
yet another day in the life of me:
i don't really have anything of value to talk about, aside from the fact that i'm pathetic and STUPID!!
so i went to the pet store to get some fish, goldfish betta whatever, i wasn't quite sure yet. but eventually we ended up going to 3 pet stores (really weird that two of them were feed stores...
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i don't really have anything of value to talk about, aside from the fact that i'm pathetic and STUPID!!
so i went to the pet store to get some fish, goldfish betta whatever, i wasn't quite sure yet. but eventually we ended up going to 3 pet stores (really weird that two of them were feed stores...
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lil_billy_ben:
Things of value to talk about are overated.
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lil_billy_ben:
That sounds pretty interesting accualy. I'm in the addiction counseling feild so, somthing that redices craving would be a definate bonus. I'll tell my friend Bishop about that, he'll be jelous as fucx, he loves coke.
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Benwhooo hooo for new piercings!!!
so i had to walk all the way to one end of campus just to realize that i had forgotten my money.
so quickly i rushed back up the giant hill that leads back to my dorm (if WWU is known for one thing it's its fucking hills!)
anyway, so i finally get my money and i have to go...
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so i had to walk all the way to one end of campus just to realize that i had forgotten my money.
so quickly i rushed back up the giant hill that leads back to my dorm (if WWU is known for one thing it's its fucking hills!)
anyway, so i finally get my money and i have to go...
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maladjusted:
WooHoo,i want to see .. Pic's please.Im thinking of getting nipples, labret,and eyebrow real soon..shit might get something today even.
Happy dance for u.
Happy dance for u.
i hate it when people tell you not to worry and then go about telling you all the reasons you should worry. it's like okay i surrender to nothingness.
i'm not okay with my friends being suicidal or having problems that they won't let me help them with. honestly what is friendship if you can't care about someone you love?
last time i checked friendship...
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i'm not okay with my friends being suicidal or having problems that they won't let me help them with. honestly what is friendship if you can't care about someone you love?
last time i checked friendship...
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maladjusted:
You have the right of it girl, i couldint of said it better myself.
Deviance Said :last time i checked friendship was being there when someone needed you. helping people out when they're having difficulties. just you know being there.
Bingo .
Deviance Said :last time i checked friendship was being there when someone needed you. helping people out when they're having difficulties. just you know being there.
Bingo .
so apparently i should move to seattle. i keep getting stuck there lol.
the first incident:
i'm on my way back home. fortunately prior to this incedent i had not had the honor of being on a bus. evere since i was a little child my parents drove me to school and once i was old enough, friends drove, thus leading to driving myself to...
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the first incident:
i'm on my way back home. fortunately prior to this incedent i had not had the honor of being on a bus. evere since i was a little child my parents drove me to school and once i was old enough, friends drove, thus leading to driving myself to...
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maladjusted:
Haha, sorry dont mean to laugh ..but u dont even come across as really pissed.. i would be,its almost like (ya this is the shit that happens to me o well) . Thats cool.
alright, i'm getting really tired of my stupid job. i'm a student so i don't make that much money, nor do i really have the time to work that much either. you would think that they would understand that the shifts that us students DO pick up are necessary because it's the only time we have available to work. Needless to say my work decided...
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iamtony:
one of two ways....
quit and get a different job
take it like the rest of the world and let the frustration build up so much until one day you go fucking postal, and then when they ask why did deviance kill everyone at her job ill say because she just felt like it.
I HATE THE FUCKING MAN :MAD:
quit and get a different job
take it like the rest of the world and let the frustration build up so much until one day you go fucking postal, and then when they ask why did deviance kill everyone at her job ill say because she just felt like it.
I HATE THE FUCKING MAN :MAD:
maladjusted:
That sucks the bean pole.. If it was just once i would say o well shit happens,but comeon three time's is just plain rude.
Its so uncool when bosses play favorites..but i must say it almost seems to be the norm for that kinda shit.
U said :i mean how am i supposed to react to this?
Just like anyone would, be really pissed for them wasting your time.
Best thing i can think of is have a talk with the boss let him know whats up with your timetable give him a contact number to get a hold of u incase theres a shift change..
P.S. dont let the talk become personal..keep cool,stay professional..u can use this against him if you use your head..
Coments like,Good communication makes for a more efficient work place,And its kind of unprofessional to change someones shift without informing them. will fuck with his/her head.
Last but not least u could always call in the night or shift before your's to make sure your on the schedule.
Its so uncool when bosses play favorites..but i must say it almost seems to be the norm for that kinda shit.
U said :i mean how am i supposed to react to this?
Just like anyone would, be really pissed for them wasting your time.
Best thing i can think of is have a talk with the boss let him know whats up with your timetable give him a contact number to get a hold of u incase theres a shift change..
P.S. dont let the talk become personal..keep cool,stay professional..u can use this against him if you use your head..
Coments like,Good communication makes for a more efficient work place,And its kind of unprofessional to change someones shift without informing them. will fuck with his/her head.
Last but not least u could always call in the night or shift before your's to make sure your on the schedule.
day one: i'm so excited i've wanted to be a member of this site since i found it...unfortunately i'm poor, but now i'm here and ready to rock!! whoo hoo *happy dance*
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iamtony:
hey girl rock on!
vader_____:
Welcome to SG!
Welcome to SG. Hope to see you around.
Im always watching Forensic investigations and crime lab stuff on TLC or Discovery..I find it fascinating when someone does a profile on someone they have never meet,seen or spoken to..its uncanny how close they come to getting it right.