i'm falling apart...i don't get it....
everything feels like this big elaborate dream and at any moment i'll wake up and everything will be as it once was.
i don't get how everything can be so together and then the next thing you kno you're left cold and empty.
i have nothing, hell i am nothing at the moment.
i don't mean to sound depressed...
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everything feels like this big elaborate dream and at any moment i'll wake up and everything will be as it once was.
i don't get how everything can be so together and then the next thing you kno you're left cold and empty.
i have nothing, hell i am nothing at the moment.
i don't mean to sound depressed...
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i'm ready for a new piercing...actually what i want is my new tattoos....if only i had money *sigh* two hundred for the tatt, one hundred for the two new holes....and i still have to find a full time job...my other one only has me on call basically it's so entirely lame.
so i got the an msi cd today, and the new orgy and the...
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so i got the an msi cd today, and the new orgy and the...
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mrsmead:
Nite looks just like my Slide
desmobile:
just stop by to say hello and wish you a nice day 
word of advice:
paxil = the devil
EDITED: new pics put up of the new cut and my kittie and shit
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paxil = the devil
EDITED: new pics put up of the new cut and my kittie and shit
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desmobile:
I'm sure you'll be a SG, no doubt about it 
my weekend in London was really great, you could have been there too! lol it's really worth the trip, believe me.
have a nice sunday and dare me to ask you a favor : can you smile in one of your pix ?
hope you'll be accepting to be my friend though.
my weekend in London was really great, you could have been there too! lol it's really worth the trip, believe me.
have a nice sunday and dare me to ask you a favor : can you smile in one of your pix ?
hope you'll be accepting to be my friend though.
trucker_fiction:
what's up babe.... UPDATE YOUR JOURNAL......
hey look at that ***** !!
-trucker
hey look at that ***** !!
-trucker
enough of the pitty party i was just throwing for myself 
chopped my hair shorter...dunno if i'm feeling it or not...i dunno...just a little different and i'm not used to it .... but it's a pritty red-purple in the back and blue green in the front totally loving the colors...
anyway...see inow that i've shown i'm overly emotional, i guess it's time to show that...
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chopped my hair shorter...dunno if i'm feeling it or not...i dunno...just a little different and i'm not used to it .... but it's a pritty red-purple in the back and blue green in the front totally loving the colors...
anyway...see inow that i've shown i'm overly emotional, i guess it's time to show that...
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klonopin_chugger:
*funky chicken dance* did someone say party?? 
red-purple in back green-blue in front? what a coincidence my grandma has the same due
red-purple in back green-blue in front? what a coincidence my grandma has the same due
trucker_fiction:
nice hair coloring.... post some pics! and pity parties are cool... I'll bring the keg!
-trucker-
-trucker-
i will not be:
i will not be your hidden obsession, the one that makes you close your eyes as you breathe in the deep scent of the perfume i left on your pillow from the night before. why is it that the only thing you remember is when i'm not around.
i will not be your broken promise, the one that you kept telling...
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i will not be your hidden obsession, the one that makes you close your eyes as you breathe in the deep scent of the perfume i left on your pillow from the night before. why is it that the only thing you remember is when i'm not around.
i will not be your broken promise, the one that you kept telling...
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trucker_fiction:
hmm... to tell you the truth, I'm never really sure who I am... it changes from day to day. one constant in my life though: I'll always have my (toes?)
nice piece of work... I enjoyed reading it.. hope your photo set does well!
-trucker
shitty that you had to come home for spring break... no drunken beach debauchery for you?
nice piece of work... I enjoyed reading it.. hope your photo set does well!
-trucker
shitty that you had to come home for spring break... no drunken beach debauchery for you?
pheageythissucks:
Now why'd you have to go and make me cry in a corner like a little bitch?
No really, interesting reading. Does someone need a beating?
No really, interesting reading. Does someone need a beating?
OOOO even more pictures, look what you guys started!!
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fiesty:
very nice pics..love the eye make-up.
fiesty:
anytime gorgeous
it's been one of *those* days
you kno, where everything seems all off-beat and distempered? it doesn't matter if everything is practical or impartial it just seems to fall into this indifferent category where nothing seems right but at the same time, nothing really seems wrong either.
i don't kno anymore.
let's see where do i start? i'm not even sure there really is anything...
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you kno, where everything seems all off-beat and distempered? it doesn't matter if everything is practical or impartial it just seems to fall into this indifferent category where nothing seems right but at the same time, nothing really seems wrong either.
i don't kno anymore.
let's see where do i start? i'm not even sure there really is anything...
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vauxilary:
you're pretty
the_scribe:
Ms. Deviance . . .
Yes you are!
Scribe.
Yes you are!
Scribe.
ALRIGHT, i conformed *hangs head low* i put up some pictures 
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ghoulish:
You are fucking gorgeous.
jmbothaclown:
Thanx for the compliment!
wow, i suddenly got popular.
add a few nekid pictures and apparently people love you, heh.
okay, funny story...i have this account on thedillyand i've been randomly meeting people online.
well one of the people brought to my attention this other sitewehavenudes, which apparently is used for individuals to find nekid pictures of females on thedilly and facethejury.
i have accounts...
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add a few nekid pictures and apparently people love you, heh.
okay, funny story...i have this account on thedillyand i've been randomly meeting people online.
well one of the people brought to my attention this other sitewehavenudes, which apparently is used for individuals to find nekid pictures of females on thedilly and facethejury.
i have accounts...
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trucker_fiction:
wow... wish i was popular enough to rate an internet stalker or something...
how did your interview with the devil, oops, i mean Sears go?
-trucker
how did your interview with the devil, oops, i mean Sears go?
-trucker
lil_billy_ben:
Beware of online sexual predators.......like klonopin_chugger
so, uhm . . . it had been one of those nights.
where you desperately want to sleep, but you're body is trying to tell you not to.
maybe it's been one of those weeks is more appropriate? i am almost not sure anymore.
needless to say i'm in a living heLL!
ANYWAY, good news, i have a guy from seattle coming up not this...
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where you desperately want to sleep, but you're body is trying to tell you not to.
maybe it's been one of those weeks is more appropriate? i am almost not sure anymore.
needless to say i'm in a living heLL!
ANYWAY, good news, i have a guy from seattle coming up not this...
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deceptiviewfilm:
sure. I would like to hear that. Is that the Korn Song? who knows it may help me to write. 
deceptiviewfilm:
ANother thing: saw your pics on SG and YAHOO...OH MY GOD!!!!! GORGEOUS!!!! BEAUTIFUL!!!! A TRUE HOTTIE
*WOLF CALLS*
Sorry...just had to say it
*WOLF CALLS*
Sorry...just had to say it
bests....