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deviance191x

your twizted dreams and nitemares you sick fuck

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Thursday Apr 21, 2005

Apr 21, 2005
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my head spins and i am alone, again. nothing but an empty shell. lost in my own thoughts, illusions of who i thought i was, and where i thought i would be.

my head is heavy, my eyes heavy...but i can not sleep. where to next? what exactly have i learned? aside from deception, it feels lyke nothing. i'm a fool, have been a fool, caught up in what i once pronounced as love.

aside from empty, i feel lyke i'm just being cold and bitter...unable to let go of what i've led myself to expect...perhaps that is where the learning has lied to me. perceptions quickly manipulating whatever truths wish to present themselves...leading only to further deception. deception of self, deception of where i stand.

where does who i am told to be end, and who i really am begin? thoughts? words? i'm not even sure.

-->deviance
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morningstar55:
Just go out and beat someone up, or better yet go get laid! That will change your outlook! You're too beutiful and life is too short to be in a slump. Go! Go! mad
Apr 25, 2005
raoul__duke:
love HUGZ
Apr 26, 2005

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