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deviance191x

your twizted dreams and nitemares you sick fuck

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Tuesday Feb 08, 2005

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little about my life:

my superviser job was given to someone that doesn't even, and hasn't ever worked at a rite aid and isn't even from washington.

one of my best friends goes on trial this wends...attemed armed robbery....he's already a felon.....this is 25 years or nothing...

i have to find another job because bills are too tight for comfort.

i got pulled over twice in two weeks...one for 278 and one for 178.....15 over in a school zone and no signal with a lane change....fuck me for not having school on fridays and forgetting that young ones do...i can't even sympathize with myself for that one and the other one is 11 over but i wasn't actually speeding, i don't speed in fog cuz i'm a nervous driver when it comes to environmental conditions...

my boifriend...fiance, whatever, is all pissed off because i can't stand anime and he feels bad when i leave the room......i don't kno how you get around that one.

school is being really lame and i can't seem to get motivated...it's already more than half way thru the quarter altho i graduate this quarter which is definately a good thing.

my photo shoots aren't happening as often as i'd like.....i really wouldn't mind being more actively involved, then again it isn't as tho i have the gas money....i just need to catch a break i think....or meet a photographer that i totally click with..or something.

and that's the past two weeks for me......life seems to be one big misinterpretation and i don't kno how to fix it.

-->deviance
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sliverz:
Honestly... I guess I don't have much advice as to how you can change things. Restarting just seems so natural to me anymore. But, I've done it so many times, that you'd think I'd have hammered out all of the mistakes that screw up my life every time. And, I've honestly damn near done that. Now I just have to get a good job, and everything will be nearly perfect. I'm a completely changed person, too, compared to myself five years ago. Mainly, that's what always messed things up; me. And, I don't feel bad about changing so much; I feel a whole lot better about myself.

Anywho... yea. I'd say... finish this semester of school, and move away from everyone... go somewhere you don't know. Even ditch the boyfriend, if things aren't HONESTLY nearly perfect. I mean, if you don't REALLY FEEL that you can life the rest of your life with him, leave him behind, too. There's a million other people out there who are worth your time, too. I say, start with a fresh life somewhere else, with college education on your resume and a great personality for a personal life... and... yea. But, that's just MY advice, which isn't necessarily good. I just think it is biggrin
Feb 9, 2005
m69:
I just don't know what to say to that. Um..a crack head tried to break into my house when I wasn't home and my wife had to call the cops. Does that count?

I don't like anime either. Don't ever feel bad about leaving the room when that crap comes on. It's fucking horrible.

cheer up and stop speeding.

wink
Feb 16, 2005

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