i'm sorry that i'm not the perfect girlfriend...i'm sorry that instead of getting jealous of stupid bitches that i get upset about you going out all the time...i don't kno how to pretend like i don't care when i fell abandoned or ditched, because i can't hide my emotions very well, at least not with you.
i don't kno how to get over the fact that i like to kno where you are at ... people ask me all the time so i guess somewhere it just became easier to keep tabs on you and i kno i do that ... and i don't kno how to change it.
i don't have friends. i'm n ot really a "hang out with a lot of people" person. i won't ever be, at least i don't think i will be ... there's a time and place and that isn't every day.
i'm not trying to consume your time, i know i seem to do so, but i can't help the fact that i want to spend time with you...and yes that means every day off i'd rather hang out with you than my lack of friends. i can't help the fact that i feel ditched ... if i knew how to get over it i would...
you make me feel like i have to compete for your time and i shouldn't have to, nor should i feel that way...and i kno you don't intend for it to be that way....but that's how it feels and you can't really help feelings...
i'm sorry that i want to breathe your breath and talk your talk...if i could walk a mile in your shoes i already would have. if i could feel the way you did, i already would have...because then maybe i could understand better to control, feeling abandoned or ignored...
i realize that you have your own things to do and your own way of doing things but i can't help but wonder why you won't let me tag along or do them with you...are you afraid that i'll get in the way or do you just not care...?? you won't even let me try to clean up what you wouldn't let me be there for...
this isn't what a relationship is supposed to be like........
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i don't kno how to get over the fact that i like to kno where you are at ... people ask me all the time so i guess somewhere it just became easier to keep tabs on you and i kno i do that ... and i don't kno how to change it.
i don't have friends. i'm n ot really a "hang out with a lot of people" person. i won't ever be, at least i don't think i will be ... there's a time and place and that isn't every day.
i'm not trying to consume your time, i know i seem to do so, but i can't help the fact that i want to spend time with you...and yes that means every day off i'd rather hang out with you than my lack of friends. i can't help the fact that i feel ditched ... if i knew how to get over it i would...
you make me feel like i have to compete for your time and i shouldn't have to, nor should i feel that way...and i kno you don't intend for it to be that way....but that's how it feels and you can't really help feelings...
i'm sorry that i want to breathe your breath and talk your talk...if i could walk a mile in your shoes i already would have. if i could feel the way you did, i already would have...because then maybe i could understand better to control, feeling abandoned or ignored...
i realize that you have your own things to do and your own way of doing things but i can't help but wonder why you won't let me tag along or do them with you...are you afraid that i'll get in the way or do you just not care...?? you won't even let me try to clean up what you wouldn't let me be there for...
this isn't what a relationship is supposed to be like........
-->dev
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love bites some times......
all the stuff above is good and all, but just remember one thing, he has a responsability to have some compassion for your feelings too.... this is a two way reletionship, you both have to put in an effort to work togethor if there is something wrong. I don't exactly know your situation, but i do know that a reletionship should have more smiles then frowns...... Hope everything works out for you eithor way!
Sincerest best wishes