i'm losing my mind, seriously....i understand that this is coming to you guys a little late....but the last week has been insanely crazy!! i guess that's an oxymoron but seriously...
the other nite i was over at my neighbors house, working on getting piss ass drunk, when out of no where a friend of mine turns to me and tells me that my boyfriend is cheating on me and how he's sorry that he had to be the one to tell me.
he had days, times, places, everything worked out perfectly so that it actually seemed logical...
i freaked out and didn't hear anyone talking to me after that and just got really really silent...the only movement i did was to keep drinking...i don't even remember how i got home that nite, i just woke up in my bed the next morning...
turns out that that wasn't true at all, i asked everyone, and all of steve's best friends are my best friends....so they would possibly keep it from me, but i couldn't ever see them lying to me...plus the timing of events, which seemed so on while being drunk...were definately off.
anyway that isn't the point, a few nites later i went back over to my neighbors to again get completely plastered...and mid-drink my friend who had previously told me that steve cheated on me starts yelling at me in drunken rage "i hope you like that taste of other gurls pussy on your boyfriends dick, whore." (sorry to be so graphic.....but that's an exact quote.)
then my friend leah turns to joey (the other friend) and says something along the lines of "lauryn's not a whore" and he totally denied calling me a whore...like totally didn't remember it.
so we all go back inside except for joey and another friend named heather, and she goes off on joey for being such an asshole.
meanwhile inside jeff and troy were joke-fighting...and joey ran inside taking them seriously and got popped in the nose, started bleeding everywhere. so lynn (my neighbor) nabs him and drags him into the bathroom trying to cease the bleeding.
joey then goes PSYCHO and punchs a whole in the wall and backhands (closed fist) lynn in the face, he then runs out of the bathroom going after jeff (the one who hit him on accident) and tries to get in a fight (it was so white trash style)...
another friend dave finds out that joey hit lynn and starts talking trash to him and pushes him, which only provokes the crazy drunk....troy (joey's best friend) is trying to hold him back while his brother (mike) is trying to calm him down...
he breaks loose and runs after dave out the back door, but dave jumped into our house and joey couldn't see where he went.
afraid lynn and leah locked the sliding glass door on him so that he couldn't get in, but in his rage he hits the glass door and shatters in, runs back inside and 8 of us are holding him down trying to calm him down because he's scarying the crap out of everyone (with good reason).
he was so psyched out that he threw everyone off of him, his brothers head goes thru the wall (where there is still a huge hole) and he backhands me across the face...
then he grabs his skateboard and takes off and no one has seen him since........
scary shit i tell you!!!!!!
and that is my drama for the past few days!!
-->deviance
the other nite i was over at my neighbors house, working on getting piss ass drunk, when out of no where a friend of mine turns to me and tells me that my boyfriend is cheating on me and how he's sorry that he had to be the one to tell me.
he had days, times, places, everything worked out perfectly so that it actually seemed logical...
i freaked out and didn't hear anyone talking to me after that and just got really really silent...the only movement i did was to keep drinking...i don't even remember how i got home that nite, i just woke up in my bed the next morning...
turns out that that wasn't true at all, i asked everyone, and all of steve's best friends are my best friends....so they would possibly keep it from me, but i couldn't ever see them lying to me...plus the timing of events, which seemed so on while being drunk...were definately off.
anyway that isn't the point, a few nites later i went back over to my neighbors to again get completely plastered...and mid-drink my friend who had previously told me that steve cheated on me starts yelling at me in drunken rage "i hope you like that taste of other gurls pussy on your boyfriends dick, whore." (sorry to be so graphic.....but that's an exact quote.)
then my friend leah turns to joey (the other friend) and says something along the lines of "lauryn's not a whore" and he totally denied calling me a whore...like totally didn't remember it.
so we all go back inside except for joey and another friend named heather, and she goes off on joey for being such an asshole.
meanwhile inside jeff and troy were joke-fighting...and joey ran inside taking them seriously and got popped in the nose, started bleeding everywhere. so lynn (my neighbor) nabs him and drags him into the bathroom trying to cease the bleeding.
joey then goes PSYCHO and punchs a whole in the wall and backhands (closed fist) lynn in the face, he then runs out of the bathroom going after jeff (the one who hit him on accident) and tries to get in a fight (it was so white trash style)...
another friend dave finds out that joey hit lynn and starts talking trash to him and pushes him, which only provokes the crazy drunk....troy (joey's best friend) is trying to hold him back while his brother (mike) is trying to calm him down...
he breaks loose and runs after dave out the back door, but dave jumped into our house and joey couldn't see where he went.
afraid lynn and leah locked the sliding glass door on him so that he couldn't get in, but in his rage he hits the glass door and shatters in, runs back inside and 8 of us are holding him down trying to calm him down because he's scarying the crap out of everyone (with good reason).
he was so psyched out that he threw everyone off of him, his brothers head goes thru the wall (where there is still a huge hole) and he backhands me across the face...
then he grabs his skateboard and takes off and no one has seen him since........
scary shit i tell you!!!!!!
and that is my drama for the past few days!!
-->deviance
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I wouldn't mind those quiet days, except that after a few hours of lookin' back on things I get really emotionally drained and by the end of the day I'm like a zombie...
[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 2:49AM]