deviance191x

i'm falling apart...i don't get it....

everything feels like this big elaborate dream and at any moment i'll wake up and everything will be as it once was.

i don't get how everything can be so together and then the next thing you kno you're left cold and empty.

i have nothing, hell i am nothing at the moment.

i don't mean to sound depressed or anything but sometimes it feels like all i am is a fishnet shirt, a stick of eyeliner and a set of boobs....

-->deviance