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deviance191x

your twizted dreams and nitemares you sick fuck

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Thursday Jan 29, 2004

Jan 29, 2004
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i'm not exactly sure what to write about today. usually the words just rush out of my head like water flowing off a steep cliff. pouring out my skull as though their entire purpose was to enlighten the world with situations beyond my control or most prevelant to my entire being.

i love, i miss, i feel. i'm not sure what that means.

well i'm sure that i know where that's directed, but usually i don't get stuck on things.

i can't get a certain boi out of my mind. i haven't slept in three days now? no four and i'm not even sure why. it's like i'm taking a million power naps so by the time i've slept for what would come off as an hour as two i'm wide awake and can't nestle back into bed comfortably.

am i weird? or insane? someone close to me told me that they don't like that word . . . insane. i think it's an interesting word. i'm not sure why it just rolls off my tongue.

it's like nuerotic. weird, insane, nuerotic, those are generally words that i use to describe myself.

i personally don't like the word weird. it always has a bad connotation to it. otherwise you end up saying "weird in a good way." and that's just. . . i don't know strange.

what's funny is those all have the same meaning.

i'm done boring you now, but because this is empty and pointless i'll leave you with a super cool quote, i have plenty and i figure i should have some heart and start sharing them.

not that i'm too worried about it, but don't get frightened. serial killers are my thing. (doesn't that sound funny tongue) i'm studying to be a criminal psychologist because i want to profile serial killers. they intrigue me. it's the motive that always gets me. and the rather large intelligence.

anyway, here you go:

"We've all got the power in our hands to kill, but most people are afraid to use it. The ones who aren't afraid control life itself." Richard Ramirez

anyway, have a peaceful day.
-->deviance
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
jora:
We seem to have a lot in common, so...

Welcome to SG. Hope to see you around.

skull
Jan 29, 2004
maladjusted:
Funny i was just watching a doc. on the Hillside stranglers,very interesting..Interesting mostly because they were a team,most go solo right?

Im always watching Forensic investigations and crime lab stuff on TLC or Discovery..I find it fascinating when someone does a profile on someone they have never meet,seen or spoken to..its uncanny how close they come to getting it right.
Jan 29, 2004

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