deviance191x

i'm not exactly sure what to write about today. usually the words just rush out of my head like water flowing off a steep cliff. pouring out my skull as though their entire purpose was to enlighten the world with situations beyond my control or most prevelant to my entire being.

i love, i miss, i feel. i'm not sure what that means.

well i'm sure that i know where that's directed, but usually i don't get stuck on things.

i can't get a certain boi out of my mind. i haven't slept in three days now? no four and i'm not even sure why. it's like i'm taking a million power naps so by the time i've slept for what would come off as an hour as two i'm wide awake and can't nestle back into bed comfortably.

am i weird? or insane? someone close to me told me that they don't like that word . . . insane. i think it's an interesting word. i'm not sure why it just rolls off my tongue.

it's like nuerotic. weird, insane, nuerotic, those are generally words that i use to describe myself.

i personally don't like the word weird. it always has a bad connotation to it. otherwise you end up saying "weird in a good way." and that's just. . . i don't know strange.

what's funny is those all have the same meaning.

i'm done boring you now, but because this is empty and pointless i'll leave you with a super cool quote, i have plenty and i figure i should have some heart and start sharing them.

not that i'm too worried about it, but don't get frightened. serial killers are my thing. (doesn't that sound funny ) i'm studying to be a criminal psychologist because i want to profile serial killers. they intrigue me. it's the motive that always gets me. and the rather large intelligence.

anyway, here you go:

"We've all got the power in our hands to kill, but most people are afraid to use it. The ones who aren't afraid control life itself." Richard Ramirez

anyway, have a peaceful day.
-->deviance