i could in all actuality, sit here and bore you with the details of the nothingness that seems to obliterate anything of value that i could possibly talk about in here, but it's a whole lot more fun to think of things that mean nothing in a sense of value and pretend that they construe subliminal meanings and have pretenses that just don't really relate to anything they're supposed to.
but the question is: would you really read that?
my educated (and by educated i mean previous posts) would automatically assume that the trivial progressions of absolute empty wordings and blatant abuse of your literary skills, means that sadly as a community there is little to nothing more to do.
where does this come from?
grazing back over my past weeks, months, possibly years even . . . i have found myself suseptable to the utter most rediculous beliefs simply because i have nothing better to do then aruge them.
whether or not that's of any value, i've spent the past weeks months years whatever, doing nothing but studied emptiness.
thereby i can not decide which is worse . . . to live realizing that your life means nothing and that you are just another statistic in the book of overanalyzed thoughts or to go on without the presumption that you are of little value.
is an individual worth something only because they think they are? or is it simply what they do and how they effect other individuals in their over-drawn out pathetic little lives.
don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to be bitter, it just seems as though individuals make the most of the trivial events in their life as opposed to the bigger offenses.
i mean how is it that buying a rat, or getting a new piercings can make it into written words, yet it's ignored when a boyfriend cheats or something.
see and even with this, what value are the words that i have construed to you? do they honestly mean anything? and because they exist doesn't that make me depressed?
i tell you, i'm as happy as a clam, these are thoughts running through my mind. but you would assume it wouldn't you?
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but the question is: would you really read that?
my educated (and by educated i mean previous posts) would automatically assume that the trivial progressions of absolute empty wordings and blatant abuse of your literary skills, means that sadly as a community there is little to nothing more to do.
where does this come from?
grazing back over my past weeks, months, possibly years even . . . i have found myself suseptable to the utter most rediculous beliefs simply because i have nothing better to do then aruge them.
whether or not that's of any value, i've spent the past weeks months years whatever, doing nothing but studied emptiness.
thereby i can not decide which is worse . . . to live realizing that your life means nothing and that you are just another statistic in the book of overanalyzed thoughts or to go on without the presumption that you are of little value.
is an individual worth something only because they think they are? or is it simply what they do and how they effect other individuals in their over-drawn out pathetic little lives.
don't get me wrong, i'm not trying to be bitter, it just seems as though individuals make the most of the trivial events in their life as opposed to the bigger offenses.
i mean how is it that buying a rat, or getting a new piercings can make it into written words, yet it's ignored when a boyfriend cheats or something.
see and even with this, what value are the words that i have construed to you? do they honestly mean anything? and because they exist doesn't that make me depressed?
i tell you, i'm as happy as a clam, these are thoughts running through my mind. but you would assume it wouldn't you?
-->deviance
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How is one geuges in worth. Materially I think a person is worth like $3.50 some.(more with the more peircings one has).
Personally, I gauges another persons worht by there contrubution to society. If one does nothing but sit on there ass and collect welfare for there entire life (or majority of it) then that person is worthless (assuming ofcourse they are capable of contributing).
No Im not saying that one has to do 'good' in society. Not at all. A socirty full of perfect goodie goodies would obviously collapes on itself.
Basic, I personally rate someone on there willingness to do something, or lake of willingness.
As for how the little unimportant things make it into recorded word yet the important life/pycie changing events seem to slip past:
a)small things can be wrote about quickly and with little thought. (americans are great at the quick action w/ little thought deal).
b)When life changing event occure one is usually recovering for some time after words. Once recoery of one type or another is acheived writing about said event would call back up the feeling and emotions of the event and possible cause a relapse. Very bad.
c)Personal privace, sometimes telling things to a total stranger is easy for some people, for others its impossible. Myself for example; I could never open up and hang my deepest thought out for the world to read and talk about. I guess you could call this the 'personal paranoia mindset'.
Anyways, I saw your profile and we both seem to be into a few of the same things. Drop me a line if you get a minute.