devastator

the college thing is finally worked out. now i just need to figure out how to freaking pay for it! i think monday i will pick up an application for a pell grant, and put it in, though it might be too late to receive it this semester. if so, though, it would help out a LOT. not only would i be able to use...
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today was my doctor's appointment. it is amazing how i have been pierced and whatnot, and am still deathly afraid of having blood drawn. i was shaking, and it took her forever to find my veins [i'm not a big person, so i assume my veins are small as well]. she went from one arm to the next and tapped the shit out of me....
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i am going to go to a doctor's appointment. booooooo. they are going to take five syringes of blood today, and do a diabetes test. NOOOOOOO.

i'm scared of having blood taken. i've never had it done, and i've always been scared.

i'm going to go now, because i'm topless, and i still have to get ready.

weeeee...

i'm practically exploding out of my t-shirt. it's odd being nearly six months pregnant, and barely having people notice that i am.

it's also odd that i haven't told any of our parents [if you know me, i have lots of moms and dads - it's a sad thing]. pj's mom knows, i know that. little things she says and does makes me smile inwardly,...
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jamie's boyfriend is an asshole. so pj and i will beat him up when he comes to visit. weeeeeeeeeee.

yeah, i'm choosing naked tv time over SG tonight. so goodbye.

hrmmm...

our dog is cute. and vicious. he's getting big, growing very quickly.

i'm going to go clothes shopping soon! i know i don't have any money, but...

i think jenna and justin might take me to wichita falls with them. and i need some new clothes. badly.

i am going to get a credit card. i don't want one, but i need one. very badly....
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i have a big secret.




you'll find out soon.