i'm so topsy turvy! last night [well, early this morning], i was crying like a little bitch about the intense loneliness i feel. and how i have no one to talk to. and now, i am feeling good.
i think i will go to That One Place and get a raspberry chai tea. then go to ricky and shanna's. and probably watch ricky play DBZ... Read More
hey sweetie.. i hope you are ok! i just went back through your entries and saw the pics of little zao!! so so cute!!
you must be soo proud.. i am sorry that you are having a hard time.. emotions are supposed to go crazy after giving birth, but it will all settle down!! just look around you are realise how amazing your life is at the moment!!!
you should defiently talk to him about it!!
Thankyou for your birthday wishes btw!!!
good luck with everything sweetie and look after yourself!
XX
life is bland, empty, almost devoid of meaning. i feel like a zombie, waking up when i have to wake up, moving around in this cold state. my heart feels so empty, and so quick to be filled with hate and anger, but so slow to be filled with patience and compassion. life slips through my fingers everyday. where am i going? what am i... Read More
that's some depressing stuff there. As if I wrote it or something. Anyway, I swear I am going to write an update in a sec. I just had nothing to say and then too much and no time to write. So now that I have time I will crank something out.
ya i imagine you are quite the sore...and being cut there does NOT sound like fun. However, I'm heard that the healing is much better if they go ahead and make an incision that if they don't and you end up getting basically ripped open. So I hope you have a speedy recovery and I hope they gave you lots of pain meds geez! Anyway, how is baby Zao? Is she quiet or does she cry a lot?
whew. what a weekend. i am finally updating. i'm not really tired at all, so oh well. little Zao is sleeping, so i could be sleeping, too, but i'm hungry and i have phone calls to make and appointments to schedule and BLAH BLAH BLAH.
here's the details: went into labor after we got home from Blitz [day-after-thanksgiving sale at walmart]. the contractions didn't hurt... Read More