devastator

so tired. i think i need a foot massage.

sometimes i get really sad knowing i am going to be a mother soon in less than two months. it's a scary prospect, and it's such a big responsibility that i fear being a failure as a mother.

then i tend to miss the freedom that i will no longer have.

then i get happy, because i realize that i am going to be a mother.

such a bittersweet...happiness...

i think i'm going to cry...