devastator

well, not much else is new. i did tell my real mom about baby Zao, and she took it better than i thought she would. even suggested pj and i move up there. i'm just like NO.

first of all, housing in vegas is way too expensive, even if pj was working two jobs. second, if i ever did move up there, i would wait until i had a degree under my belt, something to get me a better job. and third, i do not want my child growing up in vegas. jesus christ, not that place of all places.

i am sitting here waiting for ricky to come get me and us pick up our paychecks. last night was jaime's birthday. it was alright, except for the fact that i didn't know anyone else there, and she got drunk. haha. then disappeared into a bedroom with her boyfriend, who i hope is a good guy, and did not take advantage of her. she does not deserve that sort of treatment.

i have a doctor's appointment. today they are going to tell me the size of the baby, and change my due date. it would be somewhat funny if she was born on my birthday.

i bought some carebears sippy cups. they are adorable! i just had to. who knows - they might never be on the racks again!