devastator

today was my doctor's appointment. it is amazing how i have been pierced and whatnot, and am still deathly afraid of having blood drawn. i was shaking, and it took her forever to find my veins [i'm not a big person, so i assume my veins are small as well]. she went from one arm to the next and tapped the shit out of me. finally she stuck it in, but no blood would come, so she wiggled the needle around until it started to dribble. by this point, i was fine. then she filled up six tubes with blood, and i went to get my pap smear. i don't think i was supposed to get a pap smear, but the doctor was like, "do it anyways." sooooooo. oh well.

then they let me hear the baby's heartbeat! it was so fast, and when i heard it, i almost started crying. i don't know. i'm so emotional as of late. she measured my belly, and told me that everything seemed fine and up to date with the amount of time my pregnancy had been. i felt relieved. so hopefully i am not diabetic [i had to take a diabetes test today, also]. if not for that, everything should be GREAT, because pj and i are extremely healthy people, minus our terrible eyesight.

my baby's due date is thanksgiving day, which is kind of neat. i know i will have so much to be thankful for this year. i haven't been this happy since i lived in arizona, and that was seven years ago. i feel so great lately, enough to make me tear up with happiness.

okay, i'm going to go before i start crying.