devastator

so i'm sitting here listening to my good friend chris tell me about what he hates about his girlfriend. it just makes me so much more appreciative of PJ.

i did not realize that people could suck so much at being affectionate, and just overall a good significant other. i guess i take for granted the fact that PJ cleans for me sometimes when i do not feel well, that he gives me back rubs at times, washes me in the shower every now and then, and always, ALWAYS incessantly rubs me, kisses me, hugs me, holds me, and just tells me he loves me, and the good things about me.

and i did not realize that it was out of ordinary for me to give him backrubs all the time, rub his temples, play with his hair until he gets sleepy, play with his peepee all the time, always wash his entire body in the shower [including his butt crack, hehe], give him pedicures [hey - i'm asian], and give him sweet little kisses and hugs and i love you's throughout the day.

i am glad we are sweet to one another. not to mention we look out for one another, and take care of one another when we are sick. and cook and clean for one another. have conversations all the time about everything, and always make each other laugh throughout the day.

i am so fucking lucky. even if he is a little lazy sometimes, and even if i'm a procrastinator over the most important things.

i am just lucky. envy me!