devastator

tonight is the beautiful mistake in dallas. i'm looking forward to it. a nice night with jenna, justin, and curtains, and some good music which elevates my mood. last weekend i told pedro that aladdin was my favorite disney movie, and this weekend he suprised me with aladdin, return of jafar, and toy story 2 to watch. i'm watching return of jafar by myself right now.

went to denny's last night. yet again, got some free apple pie a la mode from amber. i'm suprised she doesn't despise me. i'm sure jon has said some terrible things about me. oh well. i wonder why everyone is being mean to anthony. i just kept telling him those little lies he likes to tell me all the time, but it was one of those things where i switched it up the next minute. it was just funny...

i'm "stoked" for the show tonight. i read brittany's xanga a few minutes ago.

fallacy.
ignorance.
the human mind is a blissful abyss.
i've taken the chances to believe in the faith of a race.
yet again, you fail.
yet again, you fail.
you have placed your stakes, the bets are in.
the cards up your sleeve do not go unnoticed.
i have shaken the blisters off to let you see
you no longer mean anything to me.

your words, a slicing knife through kinship and kindness.
your face, a slit in the history of adoration.
your mind, an empty orifice, they fill it with their lust.
you fill it with your lack of trust.

the world has tired of your games,
ones not worthy even of a world filled with deceit.
dishonesty and distrust.
the rotting mind and its lust.
your words no longer flow through the veins of others.
you have lost the way to the heart.
and there is no return to the start.

you're a one-tracked mind with a philosophy of intrusion.
with the things you have done, do not insist inclusion.

the worst god damned liar, and i hope you fucking die.