deusexmachina

congrats on getting your applications out )

When are they due? I would remind you but Im a flake!!! Good Luck!

I went to Baja between Christmas and New Years and I can't wait to get back. I need more vacations and more money damnit!

BAJA.... HEY!!!! Can I go? LOL, I will keep my jealous fingers crossed for you!

Mountian Dew and Ibuprofen, I have never done that... I personally and a Diet Coke and Excedrin Migraine girl myself! Hope everything is well with your, talk to you later then!

congratulations on the most amazing and beautiful day. I could use a little of that not of this world spiritual bliss myself these days. sometimes it's really hard to climb out of the wholes we find ourselves in.

Anyway, good luck with the coffee, alcohol, wonderful women wanting to give you a kiss thing...just teasing...I say enjoy the little moments that make your life amazing and fuck all the bullshit...just live in the moment. Oh, and seriously good luck with the coffee and alcohol...you are stronger than I. I tried to quit drinking coffee and smoking at the same time once and only made it a day and a half before I wanted to kill someone and had obtained the most excrutiating headache.

good luck to you sir.

I'll start with congrats on the good health!!! That should life you up, and I would say run with it, mentally, spiritually, and physically.

Don't let others ruin your euphoric state, no matter how close to them you may be.

Other's shortcomings shouldn't teach you about love, or relationships, you can only find that inside yourself. I do have to agree with you though, something wierd happens after physical contact between two people. Easy things become hard, and sometimes hard things become really really easy, like sacrafice. But, your right it is mind boggling what some people (my self included at times in my past) will do simply to maintane the physical side of a relationship.

To me it's about balance. Think about the balance you struggle with yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually. Then, imagine adding another human into that mix, and then add in their personal balance, and your mutually combined balance on all levels. I know for a fact that it's not easy, and to tell you the truth most people that fail have never come close to finding their own balance, so they ultimately pass the buck off to their lover, when you have two people like that together, they try and substitute their lack of self for a combined unity, it seldom works.

To tell you the truth I am totally happy with Mogwa, we have balance, and love.

But, the struggles I went through with other women in my past were very difficult, and at times I wonder how much I gave up of my own soul in order to try and find myself through others.

That is why I say don't let other's drag down your personal sense of happieness. That platonic kiss is no less beautiful then any other moment shared between two people, and it is yours, and yours (and hers) alone. No one should be able to take that from you!

talk to you soon kid.

(p.s. my computer needs to be sent back for a problem with it's brain. It's narcoleptic, and medication wont work for it, so it's time for some major surgery. If you don't hear from us for a while, that is why...)

I don't know the band, but I am definately feeling the lyrics.

Happy New Year. I'm sorry I don't come around all that much anymore.

she is a cutie...what's her name??

two years is a long time to hang on...there must be something left for him to do in this world. I've been going through that sort of exaustion with my grandmother. she's actually the reason I went to oregon instead of to texas with heresy. she's been having heart problems for the last few years and has recently been fainting and subsequently falling about twice a week. However, I found out that it was all due to the medication they had her on. They took her off of it and now she's as fiesty as ever. Ironically I found out about my grandpa slipping on the ice within the same conversation about me grandma.

I'll be sure to keep your grandfather in my thoughts.

105....you?

thats not lame... if you want to read lame... try my journal sometime!!! LOL, hope you are doing well. Wanna let you know Im thinking about you!

that's not lame at all. your building up your immune system so that when the world ends, you can eat all the pad thai you can get your hands on, no matter the age.

does it have meat in it????????
shrimp??????????

otherwise...you're good to go


I feed heresy week old food all the time...keeps him tough

Glad it was good!

How is the sake?

Thanks, Im a nerd most of the time. I just need to really find something I LOVE and not something that I like. I have a few tat's that I only kinda like. Its pathetic, but thats what I got for rushing into it!

Good luck buddy!